Story: Pride

As always, the rest of the series is under the ‘Writing’ tab.

Pride
By Liberty Gilmore, 13/02/13

Ava makes a stand.

Adam could sense Ava’s reluctance as she hovered in the doorway of the bathroom. He got the feeling it wasn’t just the events of the previous night that were on her mind, but Percy’s little story about a prophecy that seemed to involve them. And their future child.

That part was getting to Adam as well. Sure, he liked to imagine that Ava was his forever, that they would marry and have a family. But it was one thing to daydream and another to be told it was foretold. It took the fun out of it, somehow.

Adam knew prophecies were a big part of magical lore, though how much of it was true he didn’t know. From the way Ava was reacting though, he thought it likely that prophecies carried some weight of truth. Did that change anything that he needed to worry about in the immediate future?

No.

He stepped behind Ava, wrapping his arms around her waist, resting his chin on her shoulder.

‘Been a weird couple of days, hasn’t it?’ he said.

‘Weird is just about the understatement of the century,’ Ava said, shifting her weight so she was leaning back into him a little. ‘We really need to talk.’

‘I know,’ Adam said, reluctant to move.

He stepped away, though, taking Ava’s hand in his and pulling her into the room, pushing the door shut behind them. Ava pushed her hair back from her face, then, slipping out of her shoes, sat on the edge of the hot spring bath, dipping her feet into the warm water. Adam followed her example, the hot water relieving his feet after the long walk. Ava looked across at him, a demure smile on her face, and for a moment she looked so otherworldly it was almost hard to tell she was the same girl he’d known all his life.

Her hair looked darker, shining in the soft natural light through the skylight, her skin’s blue tint accented by the glittering water. The sadness in her eyes as she looked at him nearly overwhelmed Adam, his desires torn between scooping her into his arms and giving her the space he thought she needed.

‘I feel like this is all spinning out of my control,’ she said.

‘I know.’

‘And I hate that you’ve wound up right in the middle of all this.’

‘I know.’

‘I don’t know what to do.’

I know, Adam thought, but didn’t say. Instead: ‘It’s okay.’

‘It’s really not.’

She stretched her legs out, raising them out of the water, watching the droplets fall from her calves. Adam had a brief, distracting flash of those legs either side of him, as Ava kissed him last night, but pushed it from his mind.

‘Ava, I don’t really know enough about what’s going on to be any use.’

‘I’d like to say I could help with that, but…’ Ava smiled a little as she looked at him. ‘I’ve never heard of this prophecy before – the Winter Court doesn’t like to listen to anything that suggests things are outside of their power. They think prophecies are sort of self-fulfilling – that if you “know” you are going to win a battle, you’ll fight ferociously and recklessly because you’ll have no fear, and that will win you the battle. If you know your downfall will be a tall dark stranger, you’ll be unduly fearful of tall dark strangers, and it will ultimately cause your downfall.’

‘How… um,’ Adam hesitated. ‘How likely is it to be true?’

Ava flushed, a glow of red crossing her cheeks, telling Adam the answer before she spoke. ‘Very. Fairy predictions are usually incredibly accurate. The only trouble comes in working out who they’re about. It might not be about us.’

‘But it seems likely.’

‘It does.’

Ava bit her lip. ‘We could make it not about us.’

Adam felt his heart go cold. ‘What do you mean?’

‘We could go our separate ways…’

Adam took her face in his hands and kissed her, cutting her off before she could finish her sentence. ‘Don’t talk like that, Ava,’ he said, pressing his forehead against hers. ‘Don’t.’

She nodded, sweeping his hair back with a delicate touch, then kissed him, swift, chaste, but each touch of their lips pushed the awkwardness of the night before from their minds.

‘I think,’ she said, ‘this is one inevitability that I really don’t mind.’

A tentative smile flickered across her lips. Adam wanted nothing more than to kiss her again. And again. But he pulled back, linking his fingers through hers, instead.

‘Always wanted kids,’ he said, trying to keep his voice light.

‘I didn’t.’

‘Really?’ Adam was surprised.

‘Didn’t want them to have to go through what I went through,’ she explained with a shrug.

‘Well,’ Adam said, voice rough with the sudden wave of pity that swept through him. He wanted to take her in his arms and make her forget she ever had reason to feel sad. ‘We’re safe here, slightly skeevy attempts to drug us aside, right?’ He squeezed her hand and drew it close to him. ‘We’ve got time to figure things out.’

‘Like how I can control the weather and why you are apparently immune to glamour?’

‘Exactly. Baby steps first. Figure that stuff out, then we’ll worry about prophecised children and wars between fairy courts.’

‘Right,’ Ava said, but there was a smile on her face.

And then something outside made a loud crashing sound, followed by the frantic noise of frightened voices. Adam glanced to the door then to Ava.

‘We should go and see what’s happening,’ she said, standing up on the edge of the bath.

Adam followed her outside and felt his stomach turn to ice when he saw Natalia at the head of a group of fearsome looking soldiers.

~.~

Ava first noticed the cut healing on her mother’s forehead. A cut she had probably inflicted when using the wind to throw Natalia around. It did not mar her mother’s beauty. In fact, wearing clothes more typical of a fairy warrior than the business attire she usually wore, wielding a pike, Natalia looked more beautiful and terrible than Ava had ever seen her.

Ava felt a thrill of cold fear, but it melted in the face of the broiling anger she felt. She took a step forwards, but was grabbed from behind by someone.

‘What are you thinking, going out there!’ Percy hissed in her ear. ‘Stay back here, stay hidden. She can’t know you’re here.’

‘She’s here, she already knows!’ Ava said, shrugging off Percy’s grip.

‘You don’t know that – your aura will be disguised here by everyone else’s. You don’t know that she’s found you.’

‘I know my own mother. She never makes a move this aggressive unless she’s sure!’

Percy faltered. ‘Then we need to get you both out of here.’

‘You don’t think Clotilda can fight her off?’ Adam said.

‘Clotilda was counting on Natalia not daring to strike here,’ Percy said. ‘I wouldn’t place bets on her winning in a straight fight.’

‘Then we have to stay,’ Ava said. ‘I’ve fought her off before.’

‘Not with a bunch of lackeys to back her up,’ Adam said, a hint of nerves in his voice that he tried to cover with his usual jokey tone.

‘Okay,’ Ava said. ‘We’ll watch from here for now, then run if we have to.’

But she only said it to placate the other two. Ava knew she wasn’t running any more. She was done running from her mother. It was about time Natalia learned Ava wasn’t just going to do what she said. Ava didn’t want to be afraid any more. If that meant starting a war between the Courts… well so be it. Winter couldn’t hold sway much longer anyway.

Clotilda walked out to face Natalia, everything in her pace and posture suggesting she was unconcerned by the appearance of a fighting force in her home. She gave Natalia a bored appraisal before she spoke.

‘This is a bit aggressive, even for you Natalia.’

‘You know why I’m here, Clotilda, don’t waste my time and the lives of your people.’

‘I’m sure I don’t know why you’re breaking the agreement between the Courts not to engage in unprovoked attacks against each other.’

Natalia’s eyes narrowed, and Ava could feel a chill in the air. ‘Unprovoked? Sheltering a fugitive is a provocative act.’

‘Depends on the manner of the fugitive, I suppose,’ Clotilda said, still sounding unconcerned. ‘Who are we supposed to be sheltering?’

Natalia gave a mirthless laugh. ‘It was always your pride that let you down, Clotilda. All that power you think you have, all the people here you think will do your bidding – it’s nothing. You have nothing. You’re just a fat bureaucrat of middling power. Your only importance is your self-importance. Those who live here in your little corner will soon flee. Do you really think you command their loyalty?’

‘Of course I do,’ Clotilda said, though that certainty was gone from her voice. She looked very small on her own in the clearing.

‘And what of your pride, Mother?’ Ava said, stepping out to Clotilda’s side. She felt Adam, or maybe Percy, try to grab her, but Ava pulled herself loose. ‘Do you really think you inspire such fear that no one will ever stand up to you?’

Natalia’s smile could have carved marble. ‘Daughter, it’s time to go home.’

‘No.’ Thunder clapped in time with the syllable.

‘Defy me now, Daughter, and it will mean war. A war you can’t possibly win.’

‘Are you sure about that, Natalia?’ Ava said, sensing rather than seeing the crowd gathering behind her.

Natalia’s expression faltered, but it lasted moments. As her features realigned into the confident, cruel look Ava was so accustomed to, she pointed her pike towards Ava and Clotilda.

‘Sure enough to take my chances,’ Natalia said. ‘Soldiers, attack!’

Story: Oasis

As usual, earlier instalments under the writing tab!

Oasis
By Liberty Gilmore, 24/12/12

Adam and Ava learn of a prophecy.

Ava woke the next morning to a pounding headache. Her eyes burned when she opened them, and her mouth felt desert dry. Memories of the night before were hazy in her mind, and though she quickly got the impression there were things about it she’d probably rather not remember, she kept straining her thoughts until snippets and glimpses started coming through.

When they did, she buried her head in her pillow and prayed for sleep to drown her for a little while longer at least.

The next time she woke, a glass of water was on the bedside cabinet. The cool liquid soothed her throat and eased the pain of her headache, but wakefulness only served to help more memories slot into place. Ava cringed with each revelation.

‘Hey,’ Adam’s voice was soft from the doorway. ‘How you feeling?’

‘I’ve been better,’ she said, her voice croaky.

He came to sit beside her, Ava giving in to the pain of her headache so she could pinch her eyes shut and not look at him.

‘Can I get you anything?’ he said, soothing her back with a warm hand.

‘The head of whoever decided to drug me last night?’

‘Um, I was thinking more along the lines of another drink, some food?’

There was a gentle touch of humour in his tone, and Ava risked opening her eyes to look at him. ‘Adam, I’m sorry for…’

He placed a finger over her lips before she could get any further. ‘It’s fine, you weren’t yourself.’

‘No. Definitely not.’ Ava paused, realising how that sounded. ‘I mean, not that I wouldn’t want to, you know…’

Adam flushed bright red. ‘No, I know.’

‘Just not…’

‘Not yet, obviously.’

‘Yeah, no rush.’

‘No, none at all.’

‘Right.’

‘Right.’

They stared at each other a moment, awkwardness like a lead weight on their shoulders. A knock on the door made them both jump.

‘Will you go answer that?’ Ava said. ‘Give me a minute just to straighten myself out.’

Adam nodded and left the room. Ava headed for the bathroom, trying not to look in the direction of the hot spring bath as she splashed her face with cold water and ran her fingers through her hair. Her skin, usually pale blue in the spirit dimension, looked washed out and grey in the mirror, though the shock of cold water did bring a little vitality back. Pulling a dressing gown around the thin dress she was still wearing from last night, she stepped out into the living room where Adam was chatting with Percy, the Changeling.

Ava felt her shoulders tense at the sight of her, ridiculous, she knew, but she couldn’t help the primal reaction. Percy had done nothing, and if she’d intended to, it was only her nature. Ava couldn’t really justify holding a grudge about it. But she did.

The thought of Adam with anyone else just…

‘Hello, Ava,’ Percy said, and Ava knew the slight wobble in her voice was because she knew exactly how Ava felt about her. ‘How are you this morning?’

‘Funny you should ask,’ Ava said, unable to keep the harshness out of her voice.

‘I’ve brought you your things,’ Percy said, her voice falsely bright and cheerful, her face serious, glancing down at the bags, ‘Can’t stop and talk – things to do. I’m sure I’ll see you round though.’

‘Wait,’ Ava started, but Adam put a hand up to stop her walking out after Percy.

From somewhere within the house, Faolan emerged, sniffing the bags Percy had left on their doorstep. Adam looked down at them.

‘That was a bit weird,’ he said. ‘Even for her.’

He moved forwards, crouching beside Faolan. Ava stepped round him to close the door as he rifled through their things.

‘Everything’s still here, untouched,’ Adam said, pulling out a slip of paper. ‘Except for this.’

Ava put a finger to her lips and held out a hand for the note.

Adam and Ava,

You need to understand why Clotilda agreed to take you in. Please meet me at the Oasis outside of the village. We should be able to talk there without being overheard.

Yours in friendship,

Percy

Ava handed the note to Adam, who read it through, nodded, then handed it back to Ava, who screwed it up, then threw it into the smouldering remains of the fire. Even Faolan watched until it was nothing more than ash.

‘Are we…’ Adam began.

Ava nodded, cutting him off. ‘Do you want breakfast? I think there’s enough food in our bags to eat safely.’

~.~

Once on their way outside of town, Ava nodded to Faolan, who bounded off, running around them in circles, yipping occasionally. Ava trusted her Totem and his verdict that it was safe to talk.

‘You know when I said I was worried there would be a price for Clotilda helping us?’

‘Yeah.’

‘I think she wants something. From us.’

‘What, like…’

‘I don’t know what, or why. Maybe she thinks she can control me through you somehow.’

‘So you think she deliberately gave you some sort of drug to make you…’ Adam tailed off, finishing his thought with a wave of his hand.

‘I wouldn’t put it past her. I just don’t really understand what she was hoping to achieve.’

‘I know,’ Percy said, her voice quiet, Faolan sat by her heels panting, looking entirely pleased with himself.

Ava looked round at their location. They’d arrived at the Oasis. Not named so because it was in the centre of some arid desert, but just for the exceptional beauty of the place. It was a small pond, surrounded by trees and draping greenery. Pond flowers bloomed at almost every part of the surface, and a small waterfall through a rocky edge fed the pond from an idyllic stream.

Percy waved them over to the water’s edge, where the bubbling of the waterfall would disguise their voices.

‘I’m sorry,’ she started with, which didn’t warm Ava to her any.

‘For what?’

Adam’s hand went over her own in response to the sharp tone of her voice.

‘For dosing you last night. Clotilda made me. She wanted me to get both of you, but I couldn’t do it to Adam. I knew it wouldn’t work.’

‘Why would she want you to do that?’ Adam cut Ava off, squeezing her hand sharply as Faolan growled and she made a move to stand.

Percy looked ashamed, and spoke to the floor when she did speak. Ava relaxed back and let her.

‘There’s a prophecy in the Summer Court, that one day Spring, Summer and Autumn will unite to overthrow Winter. The prophecy says that the son of a Winter Fey and a human would lead the united forces. Of course, we all thought that was impossible – what Winter Fey would “sully themselves” with the blood of a Human? But then we saw you two…’ Ava thought she detected a hint of jealousy in Percy’s eyes, but knew it wasn’t for Adam particularly. Percy was a changeling, destined to spend one night with lonely humans all her life, never having someone she could call her own. ‘Clotilda thought she’d try and speed things along a bit. Hence trying to make you two fall into bed with each other last night.’ She looked sheepishly at the floor. ‘I’m glad it didn’t work. I don’t want to be responsible for spoiling things between you two.’

The look on Adam’s face would have made Ava laugh in any other situation, but she was struggling to find anything amusing about this situation.

‘I wish I could tell you to give Clotilda a message from me,’ Ava said, making Percy look up sharply, fear in her eyes, ‘but I know you’d get in trouble for telling us this much.’

Percy nodded. ‘I’m so sorry.’

‘We need some time to think. Do you think anyone can hear what we’re talking about in our house?’

‘Not in the central rooms,’ Percy said.

Which meant the bathroom, Ava realised, trying to resist the blush that she could feel creeping across her face. The whole house was built around the hot spring.

‘Then we need to go have a conversation about what to do next,’ Ava said, standing up, motioning for Adam to follow.

Story: Cobwebs

This was written as part of my Writer’s group a few months ago now. Thought I’d dust it off and post it here.

The story was based on three random things – a setting, an object and an action – chosen by random selection with a dice. I got prison, gold ringrescue.

It took me a while to get going with this prompt, then a story the Boyfriend told me about some cobwebs at a fire he’d been to started me off. The rest just poured out.

Cobwebs
by Liberty Gilmore, September 2012

She kept a clean house.

Part of that, she could admit now, was because of Michael, but it was also her own desire for cleanliness. A need for order. Mondays: Kitchen. Tuesdays: Bathroom. Wednesdays: Dusting. And so on. Time measured by rooms and tasks.

So it was the cobwebs she first noticed, steered back into her house by a firm but gentle hand. So many of them, crowding the ceiling space in thick swathes she had never noticed before. And why would she? Normally near invisible, and high out of regular eye line anyway – it was the smoke that had rendered them obvious, collecting thick in their delicate webs, betraying their presence like dust on a fingerprint.

And of all the things that should have horrified her, stepping back into that house, it was the cobwebs that stuck in her mind. The hidden filth of her existence laid bare. It was hard not to draw parallels.

‘Can I see it?’ she asked, and wondered if it was a morbid question. If many before her had asked the same thing.

The Fire Investigations Officer escorting her nodded, a short, sharp movement. He had the eyes of a man who had seen a lot of grief and knew it took on many different shapes, that you could never predict how it might manifest from one person to the next. He watched her, cautiously, and she wanted to smile, but knew it would not reassure him.

‘The room is badly damaged,’ he said, ‘but the integrity of the building hasn’t been too compromised. It’s structurally still sound.’ A pause, then, softer. ‘There isn’t much left. The boys came back yesterday to rip out anything damaged.’

‘I know.’

He lead the way, but stopped short of the doorway, gesturing for her to go ahead. There was no door anymore – perhaps warped in the heat, if not burnt – but the L shape of the room blocked most of the damage from her vision. Of course, the oven that should have been directly opposite the door was no longer there – instead a scar of soot and bubbling paintwork.

They had done a good job of gutting the place, she thought, as she stepped into the room. Nothing remained, no imprint of the kitchen that once was. Just an empty shell of a room, walls scorched black, the ceiling cracked and blistered.

He sat in here as it burned.

The thought rises like bubbles through her, expanding until it bursts. But there’s no grief left in its wake. Just a curious emptiness.

Have I forgotten how to feel? Did he take that from me too?

‘Ma’am, are you ready?’ the Fire Investigation Officer spoke softly, but it startled her.

‘Yes, sorry.’

‘No need to apologise, Ma’am.’

She had been warned that there would be nothing left – nothing undamaged by smoke, anyway. The fire started and stopped in the kitchen, but the smoke pervades, creeping between narrow gaps between doors, between drawers; filtering into every crevice. The house had been aired, the windows even now wide open, but the smell of it lingered in the carpets, in the walls.

The Fire Investigation Officer waited, respectfully, on the landing as she went into her bedroom. She opened her drawers, a waft of fresh smoke smell assaulting her, her clothes infested with it.

A fresh start, nothing carried forwards – isn’t that what you wanted?

Ignoring the drawers, she headed for the wardrobe. All the clothes were similarly tainted, but it wasn’t the clothes she was after.

She pulled out the box of hats and belts and other things that don’t fit nicely into any sort of order. She pulled out Michael’s football kit, once much loved but unused for months. She pulled out the clothes fallen from coat hangers, lost in the rest of the wardrobe detritus.

And there, beneath it all, sealed in a ziplock bag and tucked into the pages of an old Argos catalogue – kept for inspiration, or so she told Michael, not that he was likely to clear it out anyway – was her quarry.

She slipped it inside her pocket.

‘I’m done, thank you.’

The Fire Inspection Officer nodded, gesturing for her to head back downstairs.

‘Are you staying with friends for now, Ma’am?’ he asks.

‘Yes.’

‘Structurally, the building can be repaired and refitted in a few weeks. We have contact details of a few good cleaners who can help get the smoke smell out of the carpets, but obviously, if you didn’t want…’

‘I’ll be putting the place on the market, if that’s what you mean.’

‘Right, of course, I understand. Would you like any of the information we can provide, to help you get the house ready for it?’

‘Please.’

He left her outside the house, standing by the skip that contained what remained of her kitchen. Through the char and soot she caught glimpses of things she recognised. The shape of her unit handles, the microwave, glass melted out of the front but just about distinguishable from the rest of the mess.

Things that had mattered to her. Things she had cared for diligently. How unimportant it all seemed now. How quickly it had been reduced to rubbish in the fire.

And Michael. Fifteen years of hell and now he’d been taken too. Swept from her life, as fragile and inconsequential as a cobweb.

Smoke inhalation. Drunk, he’d fallen asleep while using an old chip pan. She’d only been out of the house because she’d been sent for more booze. A long walk, a long queue. A linger at the shop entrance to wait for a bit of heavy rainfall to pass. Because of this, she lived.

And he didn’t.

She had one thing left to do.

Pulling her gold wedding band from her finger, she balanced it on the edge of the skip. A simple piece of metal, but it had kept her trapped better than any prison bars.

And when you came round that corner to see the fire engines, didn’t you just hope…

She took out the ziplock back. Inside, still pristine, was a photograph of her. Before the bruises and the drink and the ‘you’re not worth shit’ and the apologies and grovelling that left her thinking that maybe, maybe, this time would be different. Well, this time it would.

Story: Fever

Slightly less wordy prompt this week. As always, links to other stories in the series under the Writing tab. Hope you enjoy!

Fever
by Liberty Gilmore, 11/12/12

Adam and Ava attend a Fairy celebration.

Clotilda sent Percy back to the hotel for Adam and Ava’s things when Ava insisted they needed them. From someone who had been dismissive, willing to sentence Ava to death, she had become reluctant to let them out of her sight.

‘We can run our own errands, you know?’ Adam said, but Clotilda appeased him quickly with promises of new accommodation and food.

Ava didn’t trust Clotilda’s sudden change of heart, but she didn’t have much choice in the matter. It was trust Clotilda or hope that Natalia didn’t find her. She knew which was the safer bet.

‘Just out of interest,’ Adam said. ‘Where are we going?’

‘Home,’ was Clotilda’s only reply.

Which meant she was taking them through to the spirit dimension, closely parallel to the human realm – so close, things were known to slip through in both directions. Ava had only been a few times, and only ever to the Winter Districts. She knew the transition was known to cast a disorienting fog over human minds, though with Adam’s apparent immunity to Glamour, she had to wonder if it would affect him at all.

In the end, he didn’t even notice the transition, though Ava smelled the difference in the air as soon as they stepped through the veil, felt the ripple of energy lap over her skin. Clotilda lost her Glamour, appearing like a squat toad, though this didn’t phase Adam, who had apparently been able to see through to this skin before.

Ava looked at her hands, her own skin tone revealed as a shimmering, pale blue. She knew her ears would be pointed, her hair flowing on a breeze that only it could feel. If Adam reacted in any way, it wasn’t noticeable, though Ava was still doing her best not to look at him, still not convinced he wouldn’t run away. Then she felt his fingers slip through hers, squeezing briefly, reassuring her that he was at least still here for now.

Clotilda showed them to a small house straight out of a Human fairy tale – thatched roof, fireplace, warm wooden furnishings and general old fashioned feel. There was no technology or electricity here, and Ava was surprised how much better she felt for it. Adam seemed to twitch a little uncertainly at the lack of modern convenience, but the sight of a comfy armchair pushed any thought of the internet out of his mind and he sank into it gratefully, putting his feet up on the footstool next to it.

‘There is a celebration taking place here later,’ Clotilda said. ‘You are under no pressure to attend, but it might be nice for you to relax. Let your hair down a bit.’

‘We’ll consider it, thank you,’ Ava said, knowing they would have to at least show their faces. For whatever reason, Clotilda had decided to help them. They were indebted to her, and taking part in village life would be a good way of showing they wouldn’t be keeping themselves to themselves and being a general inconvenience.

Silence fell in the little house when Clotilda left. Adam was still slouched in his chair, apparently content not to move. Ava stood behind him, nerves like a whole swarm of butterflies in her stomach. Faolan looked from her to Adam and back again, a confused look on his face.

‘We should go to that,’ she said eventually. ‘It would be good to show a bit of willing.’ When he didn’t respond, she moved round to face him. ‘Adam?’

He was fast asleep in his chair.

Ava smiled at the soft expression on his face. Not wanting to wake him, she slipped out of the room into the bedroom, deciding that having a quick nap probably wasn’t such a bad idea.

*

‘Er, I’m really not sure about the wardrobe choices,’ Adam called to Ava. Percy hadn’t reappeared with their own clothes, so he’d taken something from the supplies Clotilda had prepared for them in the house. The linen trousers were unnaturally soft and comfortable, but combined with the tunic, he felt like an extra on a Robin Hood movie. Or like he was wearing some really strange pyjamas.

‘I know,’ Ava said, reappearing from the bathroom. ‘Bath’s nice though – it’s a natural hot spring.’

‘Seriously?’ Adam said, turning to face her, but any curiosity about the bathroom arrangements dropped out of his mind when he saw her. ‘Whoa.’

Ava shifted uncomfortably, pulling on the hem of the simple grey shift dress that fell midway down her thighs. A belt around her waist, on closer inspection, was actually woven vines, complete with leaves that dangled delicately from it. Her hair hung in long, flat sheets, a garland of flowers around her head.

‘You look amazing,’ Adam said, stroking a hand along the length of her soft hair.

‘Adam.’ The tone of her voice was nervous, insecure. ‘Adam, why did you look for me.’

‘You know why,’ he said. ‘I told you I wasn’t going anywhere.’

‘I don’t… I shouldn’t…’

‘If this is about trying to mind control me, I am totally cross about that. But… I get it. I understand. But we’ve got these guys protecting us now. We’re safe.’

‘I’m a bit worried there might be a price for that,’ Ava said, steadfastly not looking at him. ‘She wasn’t going to help me before. Something changed her mind. Something you did.’

Adam shook his head. ‘We’ll deal with whatever that might be when we get to it. Come on.’ He kissed her forehead first, then, when not meeting with resistance, her lips. She stepped closer to him, arms slinking around his neck as they kissed reservedly, testing each other out.

‘We should go,’ Ava said. ‘Just… be careful what you eat. Ask me first.’

Adam nodded, aware from his own reading and research that you had to be careful what you accepted from Fairies.

The celebration was apparently a seasonal thing that they just happened to arrive in time for. Used to the stilted traditions of the Winter Court, Ava was surprised to see the festivities mostly consisted of lounging on the soft mossy floor, eating food, drinking nectar wine and enjoying the blazing heat of an enormous fire. Everyone was dressed in similarly floaty clothes, and though a few gave Adam a curious glance, they either knew to expect him or weren’t bothered.

Ava picked a spot equidistant between the fire and the edge of the gathering, tucking her dress carefully beneath her as she sat down. Adam slumped beside her. He looked tired, but his face was full of awe and more alert because of it.

‘We won’t stay too long,’ she said, accepting two cups of wine from a passing fairy. She sniffed them when the fairy had passed, took a small sip and decided it safe before she handed one to Adam. He accepted it, eyebrows raised.

‘You know I’m underage, right?’

‘I don’t think there’s an age restriction on nectar wine,’ Ava said dryly, but then an awkward thought hit her. ‘When do you turn sixteen?’

‘Couple of weeks, why?’

‘I might feel a little less like I’ve abducted you then.’

‘You really think two weeks is going to make a difference to my maturity levels?’

‘No, but the number does make a difference. In Human terms. You’re allowed to elect to leave your parents’ house when you turn sixteen.’

‘I can make my own mind up about stuff, you know,’ Adam protested, a hint of offence in his voice.

‘I know,’ Ava said, smoothing back his hair with her hand, placating him. ‘I know that. I just… I’ve lived by Human rules and numbers all my life. It’s kind of ingrained. Numbers don’t mean anything here, but in the Human world they’re everything.’

‘Well, I suppose numbers aren’t worth much when you’re going to live to an age where you really want to stop counting…’ Adam tried for jokey and missed by a stretch.

Ava put a hand over his. ‘Don’t think about it. Let’s just enjoy tonight, okay?’ She raised her drink, linking her arm round Adam’s when he raised his in response. Together they drained their cups dry.

*

The nectar wine was sweet and very sugary, but Adam wasn’t sure there was any alcohol content. Within about an hour – he found it hard to tell, time seemed somehow more fluid here – he’d been plied with three or four, but he didn’t feel any different. He’d had the odd illicit beer, so he knew what the buzz of alcohol felt like, and the nectar wine wasn’t inducing it.

Ava had relaxed somewhat, swaying to the music played by a group of fairies near the fire. She didn’t stand and dance like some of the others, but there was a smile on her face. Each piece of food that came round, she examined first before letting Adam eat anything. He tried a few things, but found it all a little rich, and very filling.

Despite his fascination and desire to learn as much as he could about his new home, Adam felt the tiredness start to tug at him. Leaning close to Ava, he whispered to her. ‘You know when you said we’d only stay a little while? Well, it’s been a little while.’

She turned to him, and Adam was struck by the slight blue tone of her skin. The other fairies at the gathering were varying shades of brown, green, some yellows. They looked earthy, natural. Ava looked like frost.

‘Are you sure?’ she said. ‘I’m having a nice time.’

‘I’d like to stay, but if I sit here much longer, I’m going to fall asleep. I’m a bit worried that if I do that out here I’ll wake up as a donkey or something.’

Ava laughed. It was a musical sound, not strained by worry or fear for the first time since Adam could remember. ‘Alright then,’ she said, then smiled at him in a way that made Adam’s throat go dry.

Once they were away from the thick of things, wandering the little pathways that lead to their house, Ava pressed close to him, looping her arm round his waist.

‘You seem tense,’ she said.

‘Just tired,’ Adam said, not quite ready to admit that it still made him freeze up to be so close to her. Would he ever get used to it? He wasn’t sure.

‘You should try out the hot spring bath. It’s amazing.’

‘I might do that.’

She grabbed his hand, leading him onwards, tugging at him playfully when he was sluggish or slow. On arriving home, she lead him straight through to the bathroom.

The hot spring bath was sunk into the floor, not raised like a normal human bath would be. Steps were cut into the edges and it appeared quite deep. Vines climbed up the walls behind it, so it looked almost like they’d stepped back outside, rather than into another room.

Ava kicked off the sandals she was wearing and stepped into the water.

‘Er, what are you doing?’ Adam said when she beckoned him.

‘Come on, the water is glorious.’

‘I, uh, I’m fairly sure you’re supposed to take your clothes off before you have a bath,’ Adam said, the words catching in his throat as his face burned red.

As if to prove him wrong, Ava stepped into the deeper water until it lapped at her waist, the belt around her dress floating on the surface. ‘Are you coming in or what?’

They weren’t his clothes, he figured, then kicked off his shoes and stepped in. The water was warm to the point of discomfort, hovering on that blissful edge. Adam felt the aches and tiredness seep out of him as he sank further in. Ava slipped back until she was fully submerged, her hair haloing out around her. She shook it out when she surfaced, flicking Adam with droplets of water.

‘Oi!’ he said, splashing her in return, before submerging himself almost completely, finding a perch on the back edge of the bath where he could comfortably sit with his head above water.

Ava drifted back from him, keeping herself afloat with small arm movements.

‘This was a good idea,’ Adam said, closing his eyes and enjoying the heat. ‘A bit weird,’ he added, opening his eyes to shoot Ava an amused look.

She was staring at him, a heat in her eyes that did strange things to Adam’s throat again.

She stood up, lifting her torso out of the water, walking towards him. The shift dress clung to her figure, turned almost see-through. Adam’s eyes widened as she took his face in her hands and leaned down to kiss him.

The kiss was heated, more so than any they had shared before, and when Ava raised her legs to straddle his lap, Adam let out an involuntary gasp. At the sound, Ava kissed him more urgently, a feverish need swallowing them, until Adam’s head spun so fast he felt like he’d fallen off a cliff.

But something in the back of his head called for a pause. A moment to cool things off.

‘Ava,’ he said, easing her off.

She groaned and tried to kiss him again, pushing him back with some force.

‘Ava!’ Adam said, all lingering tendrils of passion cut abruptly. ‘Slow down a minute.’

‘I don’t want to,’ she said, simpering – something Adam knew wasn’t Ava.

‘Okay,’ he said, pushing her right off. ‘There’s something not right here.’

Ava put a hand to her head. ‘I feel weird…’ she said, her voice small and childish.

‘Okay…’ Adam said, pulling her out of the bath. ‘You’ve clearly been spiked with something. So much for me being careful.’

Ava let him steer her into the bedroom, put her gently to bed. He tucked the sheets around her and kissed her forehead. She fell asleep almost instantly.

Adam sank back into his chair, still wet from the bath water.

There was no chance he would be getting to sleep now.

Story: The Last Resort

So, I think my brain had more of a NaNo hangover than I thought it did. I’ve really struggled to get going this month, and now have a second prompt waiting for this series, because I failed to get the story out within a week. Oops. Oh well. Better late than never.

The prompt for this was: Having to finally do that which you know you have to, but don’t want to.. and gladly reaping the rewards thereafter.

Which is just about the wordiest prompt ever… So I shortened the title to: The Last Resort. Previous instalments under the Writing tab above. And this hasn’t been proofread by someone else, so please point out any typos/errors.

The Last Resort
by Liberty Gilmore, 08/12/12

Ava does something she knows she must, but really doesn’t want to…

Ava went through three small timers before she was pointed in the direction she needed to go. All the time the clouds were broiling above her, threatening to split and drop their loads on a small German town expecting sunshine. But she’d bottled her anger and hurt, stashing it somewhere inside of her, biting down on her tongue every time it came close to spilling over. And each time she tasted the tang of copper in her mouth, the clouds stilled.

Arriving at a shop door, she banged on the glass until her knuckles hurt, then continued to bang until a small, wizened little human man came to the door.

‘I’m looking for Clotilda,’ Ava said.

‘There’s no one here by that name,’ he replied, a tremor in his voice.

Ava let her Fey aura slip. ‘Do not test me, Human, I’m not in the mood.’

The wizened man stepped away from her, but tottered back to the door, opening it, cowering behind it as Ava stalked through. Faolan bounded at her heels, jaws snapping, his usually gentle temperament affected by her mood.

She pushed through the shop front into the offices at the back, where a grotesquely fat fairy woman was sitting in a tree carved from some enormous tree root. She peered at Ava between slitted eyelids, over rounded cheeks.

‘You dare to charge in here like that, insolent girl?’ she said, her voice as thick as the lips that formed the shapes of the sounds.

‘You may find you don’t want to test me today,’ Ava said, Faolan snarling and edging forwards beside her.

‘You think bringing your little pet in here gives you authority, Winter?’ Clotilda said. ‘Your Court may be in overall power, but Summer rules here.’

‘Does it?’ Ava said, glancing to the window.

Outside, a gentle snow began to fall, ice crystals forming across the glass. Clotilda blew out a breath that condensed in the sudden coldness. Her next breath carried an exclamation of shock in the fairy language.

‘What do you want?’ Clotilda said. ‘There is nothing I have to give you.’

‘There is,’ Ava said, reigning in the snow and ice. ‘Your help. I need your help.’

*

‘So, what’s your girlfriend’s name?’ Percy asked, trotting to keep up with Adam’s fast pace.

‘Ava,’ Adam replied. ‘Ava Dakarov.’

Percy shook her head, apparently unfamiliar, and why would she have been? Adam thought.

‘You realise that’s not her real name, right?’

‘What do you mean?’

‘No fairy will ever give you their true name. Why do you think I tell people I’m called Percy? Names have power. You ought to remember that before you give yours up so freely, Adam Clements, even if you are apparently able to fight off Glamour.’

‘I’ll keep that in mind.’

Percy grabbed him by the arm then, pulling him to a halt. Adam looked at the storm clouds ahead. They didn’t seem any closer, and he didn’t want to stop until they were.

‘You don’t know an awful lot about Fairies, do you? Don’t lie, I’ll know.’

Adam shook his head. ‘Not really.’

‘Then you have no real idea what you’re charging into. You think your girlfriend can control the weather? That’s nuts, I’ve never heard of any fairy who can do that without lots of friends, months of chanting, and concentrated effort.’

‘Ava can do it without even trying, and it terrifies her. I’ve got to find her – I can’t leave her to be alone right now. Not when her mother is probably after her and she has everything else to deal with.’

‘Her mother?’

‘Her name’s Natalia, and she’s a right…’

Adam never finished that thought, for Percy backed away from him suddenly, muttering under her breath in rapid German. Or something.

‘Natalia Dakarov of the Winter Court?’ she said in English after a moment.

Adam shrugged a shoulder. ‘Could be.’

‘Adam, you need to turn around right now and go back to your hotel, then back to your life. Winter Fairies are dangerous. Especially Natalia.’

‘What’s a Winter Fairy?’

Percy gave him a pained look. ‘You really don’t know much, do you?’

‘Yeah, well, Ava was part way through explaining then she ran off…’

‘She probably realised how much danger she was putting you in and decided to save your life. I’d think about going along with it, if I were you.’

‘No,’ Adam said, setting off again in the direction of the bad weather. Percy jogged alongside him to keep up with his pace.

‘Adam,’ she said, imploring, ‘Winter Fairies are bad news. Nothing goes well for Humans when the Winter Court is in power. Almost anything corrupt and horrible a Human ever did, they had a Winter Fairy whispering in their ears. Winter Fairies believe that the Human race should be subjugated.’

‘And you’re any better? Sleeping around to produce “infiltrators.”’

Adam thought she actually looked hurt. ‘It’s not like that. Every Court has infiltrators. Some so we can keep abreast of what the Human Race is doing. Sometimes there’s nudging, but only the Winter Court are out to hurt you. The rest of us just want to coexist. Without Human knowledge, of course. That’s what most of the nudging compromises of. Stopping anyone discovering the Fairy races.’ She paused a moment before continuing in a quiet voice. ‘And stopping people like Natalia Dakarov. Adam…’

‘I’m not afraid of Ava’s mother. And she’s not like her, if that’s what you’re trying to get at. Ava has never wanted to do anything her mother tried to make her do.’

‘You really love her, don’t you?’ Percy’s eyes were wide and sad.

‘Yeah,’ Adam said, doubling his pace. ‘So don’t try to stop me.’

*

Clotilda looked at Ava through narrowed eyes. ‘You’ll never be able to defect from the Court. And it’s not in mine, or anyone’s power to help you. If Lord and Lady Winter decide to come for you, we wouldn’t be able to stop them. Not without sacrifices no one here will be prepared to make. While we don’t agree with Winter principles, the last thing we want or need is war. I’m not getting into it for one girl, powerful though you may be.’

Ava felt her heart sink. It was the answer she’d feared. ‘So you would leave me to die?’

‘You never should have run in the first place.’

‘And how many people do you think there are in my Court who feel the same way? Who are stuck in a role they didn’t chose because they fear the consequences of not accepting it? Taking a stand for one such person would give others the chance to follow.’

‘Winter, your circumstances are unique. Second generation infiltrator, but pure fairy, no mix of Human blood to compromise you. If there were hundreds of thousands of people in a similar position, I might buy that argument, but you are one of perhaps thirty or forty. That is not an army.’

‘You think it’s my exposure to Humans that’s driven me to this?’

‘I think it’s very likely.’

‘So you’re just going to carry on putting up with Winter extremism?’ Ava raged. ‘I know it’s not what the other Courts want. But you won’t agree with each other, and you won’t stand up against Winter. Things will never change as long as you fear them.’

‘Winter has the power. They have the power of the Ruling Court, and they have the power of the bloodlines. Summer may have had the strength to stand up to them centuries ago, but our blood is thinned by Humans’. Spring, Autumn, they’re weaker still. Even combined we wouldn’t have the fire power to take on the Winter Fey.’

Fey. Pure-blooded, powerful Fairies. They were few and far between. And Ava was one of them.

‘Lord and Lady Winter,’ Clotilda continued, ‘have centuries of experience and power. The day for overthrowing the Winter Court will come, but it likely won’t be in our lifetimes.’

‘Definitely not in mine,’ Ava snapped. ‘Not with the death sentence you’ve just handed me.’

A hint of shame crossed the wide expanse of Clotilda’s face. ‘If I could help you,’ she said. ‘Please believe that I would.’

Ava sighed, the weight of tears behind her eyes threatening to break through. ‘Can you at least try to help me understand this?’ she said, allowing the wind to pick up.

Clotilda nodded her vast head. ‘That, perhaps I can help you with. How long do you think you have before the Court catches up with you?’

‘Maybe a day, two at most.’ Saying it made her realise exactly how selfish and stupid she’d been bringing Adam along. All her earlier anger at him evapourated. She’d allowed him to get into this situation. He’d balked at the first sign of real danger. Could she blame him for instinctive self-preservation?

‘Then I’ll teach you what I can,’ Clotilda said. ‘And then you’ll have to run.’

*

‘Do you have any idea where you’re going?’ Percy called.

Adam marched ahead, ignoring her. He was sure it was getting colder, which meant he had to be getting closer. Had to be.

‘Adam! This is insane, you know. How will you know where she is? You can follow the weather, but storms cover a wide area you know!’

Adam turned a corner and stopped abruptly.

‘I imagine the single building in the area covered in ice would be a good place to start,’ he said.

Percy followed his gaze, her wide brown eyes narrowing. ‘That’s Clotilda’s place,’ she said, voice whisper quiet.

‘Who’s Clotilda?’

‘She’s an emissary of the Summer Court. Old. Powerful. Makes sense that your girl would seek her out.’

‘Then let’s go.’

‘Adam,’ she called, grabbing him again.

‘You don’t have to come!’ he shouted at her. Stunned, Percy stood by and let him march past.

Adam bashed through the door, pushing past the startled little man who came to answer his abrupt entrance. ‘Ava?’ he called, searching through the shop, heading towards the back. ‘Ava?’

He burst through a second door into a back room, where Ava was talking to a hugely fat woman. When Adam looked at her, her skin flickered from human-looking to green and mottled like a toad. When he looked at Ava, she looked reassuringly the same, no skin beneath the surface.

And the look on her face wasn’t one of hatred or anger. He couldn’t really work out the complex rainbow of emotions that crossed her face, but he was sure hate and anger weren’t in the mix.

She opened her mouth to speak, but her eyes slid past him to where Percy was walking through the door. Then her eyes narrowed in anger. Before Adam had a chance to blink, Ava had Percy pinned against the wall, Faolan gnashing his teeth and snarling, fur stood upright.

‘Ava, stop!’ Adam rushed to pull her off his guide. ‘Ava, she helped me find you, please don’t hurt her.’

‘You stay away from him!’ Ava hissed at Percy, her voice sounding, for the first time, less than human.

Adam pulled hard on her arm, unbalancing her so she was forced to step back. Percy rubbed her throat, coughing a little, before saying. ‘I didn’t touch him. I swear!’

Adam thought Ava was about to go for her again, so put himself between them. ‘She didn’t, Ava, I promise. I know what she is and what she does. She told me. But she didn’t do anything to me.’

He pushed Ava’s hair out of her face, brushed his fingers over her cheeks, trying to draw her back to him with touch, afraid to let go. ‘Ava…’

Tears started to bloom in her eyes, and she looked away from him.

‘Ava, come on,’ Adam said, drawing her face back to his.

Suddenly, Ava’s hand was clamped over his mouth, and she pushed him back, pinning him as she’d done to Percy a moment ago.

‘Adam,’ she said, nearly choking on the syllables that made his name. ‘You’re going to do the same to yourself as we did to your family, then go and join them.’ Adam shook his head, pinching his eyes shut. But even with them closed, the sound of her voice seemed to exert some pressure on his brain that he couldn’t shake. ‘You’re going to do this today, as soon as you can. You’ll forget everything about me. You’ll be happy.’

Her hand came away from his mouth and Adam kept his eyes shut, not wanting to look at her as all memory of her faded from his brain. After a while, he opened first one eye, then the other. Ava was still stood in front of him, tears flowing freely down her face, though she didn’t sob or make a sound. Percy was crying too, shaking her head.

‘I can’t believe you just tried to do that to me,’ Adam said, voice small. Betrayed.

The look of shock on Ava’s face would have been comical in any other circumstance. ‘What?’ she whispered, then she was holding his head in her hands, pressing her forehead against his, gazing deeply into his eyes. Adam watched her pupils dilate and felt that same pressure in his head.

‘You have to listen, Adam. Do as I’ve said. Forget me.’

‘Ava, I won’t do that.’

‘Go and stay with your family. Change your name, forget your past, go where you’ll be safe, forget me. Forget me. Forget!’

‘Ava, shut up,’ Adam said, then plunged his mouth onto hers.

She tasted of salt and desperation. Adam ignored the other people in the room and kissed her until a need to breathe forced him back.

Ava didn’t speak, staring at him, shock written across every one of her features. Behind her, the huge woman stood. Ava whirled to face her, and Adam wrapped his arms around her. The huge woman surveyed them with interest that bordered on reverence.

‘You need to come with me,’ she said.

‘Where?’ Ava’s voice was filled with suspicion.

‘You wanted my help, Winter. You wanted my protection. Well, you’re getting it.’

But she was looking at Adam.

Story: Percy

A very random prompt this week. Thanks Carole. Or Arthur.

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Percy
by Liberty Gilmore, 27/11/12

Adam tries to find Ava and finds someone else entirely…

Adam wasn’t really paying attention to where he was going, which probably wasn’t wise – alone in a foreign city as he was – but he didn’t care. His every thought and energy was focused on spotting a dark head in the crowd. It was hopeless, he knew. There was any number of streets Ava could have taken, but in case of some cosmic congruity that meant he took the exact same path as her, Adam wasn’t about to give up.

Because something else in him knew that if he didn’t find her, Ava wasn’t coming back for him.

When Adam’s feet hurt so bad he started doubting he’d make it back to the hotel, even if he knew the way, he sat on a bench. He didn’t have a phone, any money, anything. In a country where he didn’t speak a word of the language. On the scale of desperate situations, he knew he’d fallen off the edge somewhere.

So he sat. Trying to think of his next step. Trying. His overcooked brain cells weren’t being very forthcoming with ideas. Except about all the ways he should have taken what Ava said to him so that she didn’t run out on him in the first place.

‘Great,’ Adam said. ‘Just great. Thanks a lot.’

Talking to yourself. First sign of madness.

‘Cheer up love, it might never happen,’ a cheery female voice said from above him.

‘It already did,’ he said, mouth opening before he had a chance to properly process. ‘Hey, wait!’ He leapt from the bench, looking round for the source of the voice. A short, bemused girl, probably about Ava’s age, looked up at him through thick rimmed glasses. She had long curly brown hair and her glasses had no glass in them, just an empty frame. Her eyes looked very large and very brown behind them.

‘You’re English,’ Adam said, and felt entirely stupid.

‘No, I’m German,’ the girl said, ‘I heard you speaking English, so I spoke it back.’

That wasn’t right, Adam thought, though he couldn’t place why. Not that it mattered.

‘Can you help me?’

*

‘So, you’ve lost your girlfriend, your hotel, you don’t have a phone or money and you don’t know where you are. Have I got that right?’ the girl said.

‘Yeah,’ Adam replied, scratching the back of his neck as if that would stop the rising flush of embarrassment that was pooling on his cheeks. ‘Stupid. I know.’

‘Actually, I think it’s kinda sweet that you chased after her. No concern for anything else, and all that.’

‘Can you help me?’

She shrugged. ‘It would help to know the name of the hotel?’

Adam described it as best he could. After about five minutes, the girl nodded. ‘Ah. I think I know where you mean. Come on, follow me!’

Adam sent up a silent prayer to whatever gods had taken pity on him and followed her.

‘But you’re liking the country so far?’ the girl asked. ‘Despite your misadventures.’

‘Not seen much of it. Only arrived last night. I’m sure it’s great though. I mean, breakfast was good and everything,’ Adam added hastily, lest she get offended and abandon him.

She laughed. ‘I guess your mind hasn’t exactly been about enjoy what our beautiful town has to offer.’

Adam shook his head. ‘Not really.’

‘Chin up, gorgeous, we’ll get you sorted out.’

Adam spluttered at the description, which only made her laugh again.

‘So, what’s your name?’ Adam said when they’d been walking for a few minutes.

‘I’m Percy – you?’

‘Percy?’ Adam said, raising an eyebrow.

‘Well, not really, but that’s what everyone calls me.’ She turned a dazzling smile on him, her fake glasses perfectly framing her dark blue eyes.

‘Adam,’ Adam said, feeling more and more dubious about his guide without really understanding why.

They walked in silence for a while. Adam’s predicament and his strange helper had almost pushed Ava out of his head, but every so often it was there, like a knife in his chest. Maybe he should just wait at the hotel – Ava wouldn’t leave him there forever, would she? Maybe she expected him to turn round and go home. But what good would that be? Her crazy mother would just kill him, and as much as Ava was probably hating him right now, Adam didn’t think she would want him dead.

He hoped not.

But Ava’s words came back to him. I’m not even human. So how could he anticipate how she would react?

‘Percy?’ Adam said, breaking from his reverie and turning to his guide. When he looked at her, the question he was going to ask vanished and he stared at her, open mouthed.

‘Yes?’ Percy prompted, waggling dark, slender eyebrows at him.

‘Your hair’s different,’ Adam said. It was no longer curly and brown, but sleek and dark.

‘No it’s not,’ Percy said, but Adam thought he saw a hint of panic in her eyes.

‘It is,’ Adam said, looking closer at her. ‘And your eyes…’ He felt a headache start to tighten its grip on the place behind his eyes, his eyes straining, like he’d been looking through 3D glasses for too long. It was like he couldn’t focus properly, and when he tried to, Percy’s features kept shifting – brown eyes, green, blue, dark hair, blonde, curly straight. And sometimes, underneath, a hint of pincer teeth and buggy orange eyes.

Percy tilted her head to the side, insect-like. ‘Interesting. You can see through Glamour.’

‘Glamour? You’re a fairy?’ In his surprise, Adam stopped concentrating, and Percy snapped back to her original appearance – curly brown hair, large brown eyes.

Percy looked back at him with equal surprise. ‘You know about fairies?’

They stared across at each other for a moment, Adam watching the fight or flight reaction he was having play out across Percy’s face. In the end, he spoke.

‘You’re still going to show me where my hotel is, right?’

Percy sighed, then laughed, then nodded.

They walked in uncomfortable silence, both trying to watch the other without being caught. Adam’s brain was firing on all cylinders trying to process this turn of events.

‘You don’t have an accent,’ he said. ‘I mean, you do, but it’s a British accent, not a German one.’

Percy nodded. ‘I can speak all human languages. Instinctively. I just switch to whatever the person I’m talking to is speaking, without really thinking about it.’

‘Is that something all fairies can do?’ Adam asked, thinking of Ava talking to the receptionist in perfect German.

‘Let’s get something straight. “Fairy” is a very generic term. It’s like saying that’s a dog,’ she said, pointing out a small ratty looking dog, ‘when it’s actually a Pomeranian.’

‘Sorry?’ Adam said. ‘What…’

‘What am I?’ Percy said when he didn’t find the words to finish the sentence himself.

‘Yeah. If you don’t mind me asking.’

Percy shrugged her shoulders. ‘I’m a Changeling.’

‘What, like, stolen from a human home, swapped for their own baby?’

‘No,’ Percy said, her tone implying this was an entirely stupid suggestion. ‘That’s just idiotic humans getting their myths mixed up. Changelings are Fairies who can change their appearance. That’s why my hair and eyes changed. I was changing them.’

‘Why?’

Percy looked a bit embarrassed. ‘To seduce you.’

Adam nearly choked on the breath he was taking. ‘Excuse me?’

‘It’s my remit,’ Percy said. ‘I find lovelorn, emotionally vulnerable humans, subtly shift my appearance to match what they find attractive, work my way into their beds and let them impregnate me.’

Adam’s eyes would have popped out of his head if they’d opened any wider. ‘And, uh, why would you do that? Why not just settle down with some Changeling bloke?’

Percy made a dismissive noise. ‘There are no Changeling blokes – only women. If our children are female, they are also Changelings. If they’re male, they become warriors. Their human side means they are stronger than the average Fairy, and not as vulnerable to technology. It makes them very good infiltrators, although the downside is their human blood makes them more likely to defect.’

Infiltrators. That was what Ava said she was. Was Ava a Changeling? Somehow he didn’t think so.

‘And you were going to do… that… to me?’ Adam said, needing to know as much as he didn’t want to.

‘Sure,’ Percy said, apparently unrepentant. ‘I give you the best night of your life, in return, you give me a baby. Fair trade, I think.’ She paused, looking closely at him for a moment. ‘Are you sure you don’t want the best night of your life?’

‘Quite sure,’ Adam said, though he had to force his words out through a throat that had suddenly gone very dry.

‘How do you know about Fairy-kind anyway?’

‘My girlfriend.’

‘She’s one of us?’ Percy laughed. ‘No wonder you can see through Glamour. She’s probably taught you a thing or two, right?’

‘Right,’ Adam said, thinking it probably wasn’t wise to let Percy know exactly how little he knew about Fairy-kind.

‘But now you’ve had a falling out and she’s run off somewhere – I wouldn’t take that too personal, you know, we have a habit of doing that. It’s just in our nature.’

‘I know. I mean, I know that about her anyway.’

‘Give her some time, she’ll come back before long.’

Percy’s smile was knowing, but Adam’s mind kept wandering back to Ava’s last kiss – the kiss she’d given in case it never happened again. Ava had been preparing herself to leave. It wasn’t just a ‘caught in the moment’ sort of action.

Adam felt his shoulders sag. The wind was picking up, tugging at his clothes, blowing in dark clouds overhead to match his mood. The hotel was visible between a few other buildings now and Adam didn’t feel any better for it.

‘Weather can’t make it’s mind up today,’ Percy said conversationally.

‘The weather…’ Adam said, kicking himself for not thinking of it sooner. ‘I should follow the weather.’

‘Excuse me?’ Percy said.

Adam felt his face split by a smile. ‘Thank you for your help. I’ve got to go.’

He took off in the direction of the hotel, pain in his feet forgotten. Back at his room, he grabbed his phone and some money, throwing a jacket on as he headed back outside. Percy was waiting for him in the foyer.

‘Follow the weather?’ she said.

‘That’s what I need to do. To find her. To find Ava.’

‘Riiight…’ Percy said, dragging out the syllables to make room for all the disdain. ‘You are going to end up lost in the city again.’

‘But I know where I need to get back to now. Thanks to you. I really appreciate it. Sorry I can’t, er, give you what you want.’

Percy waved a dismissive hand. ‘Forget about it. Probably a really bad plan if your girlfriend is one of us. I don’t want to be killed by a vengeful Fairy. I don’t want you to be killed by one either, you’re too cute to die.’

Adam felt himself blush. ‘Well, I’ve got to go. Thanks again.’

He made it about ten steps before Percy called out. ‘Wait!’

He turned back to her. She jogged to catch up with him. ‘So, I’m kinda interested to see how this plays out. And you might need a guide when you get yourself good and lost again. I’m the nicest Fairy you’ll meet in this city. You won’t get so lucky again.’ At Adam’s heightened blush, she added, ‘I didn’t mean that kind of getting lucky.’

‘I know,’ Adam said.

‘So, shall we go then? Follow the weather or whatever?’

She looked up at him with those big brown eyes, and though Adam didn’t know whether it was a good idea to trust her or not, he couldn’t help thinking how much nicer it would be to search with the benefit of a local’s knowledge.

‘Okay,’ he said. ‘Let’s go.’

Story: Disappointed

So, to further prove what a useless excuse for a functioning human being I am at the moment, here’s a story I meant to post a week ago!

Oops.

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Disappointed
by Liberty Gilmore, 23/11/12

Adam and Ava both experience disappointments…

Adam woke up in bed alone and felt… disappointed.

It was gone eleven – he’d been asleep a long time, and didn’t recall stirring when Ava got up to leave, whenever that was. She’d left though – the bathroom door was open and she wasn’t in there. The rest of the room was empty. Faolan was gone too.

It occurred to Adam then that she might have left him behind. What did he really bring to the party after all? Not a bunch of freaky super powers or a pet wolf…

I’ll get dressed. If she’s not back by the time I’m finished, then I’ll panic.

Ava walked in as he pulled his socks on.

‘I got us some breakfast,’ she said, unhooking Faolan’s lead. The wolf bounded over to Adam, nearly knocking him to the floor as it greeted him with enthusiasm. Adam felt silly for panicking, accepting the fresh fruit and bread Ava handed him.

‘I’d have woken you,’ she said, ‘but I thought you probably needed the sleep.’

‘Only just woke up now,’ he admitted. ‘I think I probably did.’

The food made him realise how hungry he was for something other than a greasy burger and chips. The fruit juices danced on his taste buds, refreshing him further. Combined with the sensation of Ava sat next to him, it felt like every cell in his body was buzzing with energy.

They ate in silence, even Faolan completely absorbed by the food Ava had placed in his bowl. When they finished, Adam cleared up while Ava sat looking troubled. He returned to her side, but she sat looking down at her lap, worrying the hem of her t-shirt.

‘So…’ Adam said when he could take the silence no more.

Suddenly, she was in his arms, kissing him with an urgency she’d never shown before. For a moment, Adam was too shocked to respond, but he was soon caught up in it, kissing her like he’d never have the chance to kiss her again.

That thought made his stomach drop somewhere beneath his feet.

‘Uh,’ he said, pulling back from her, pressing a finger over her lips. ‘Not that I mind, but what is this for?’

‘I should have told you what was going on before we left England. Before we left your house,’ she said. ‘It was selfish of me, sorry.’

‘Um, you’re forgiven, but that doesn’t answer my question.’

She looked at him then, and he was surprised to see tears glistening in her dark blue eyes. Faolan whimpered and came to place his head on her lap.

‘I just…’ she said, breath hitching, ‘in case you didn’t want to kiss me again.’

‘Ava,’ his voice was breathy with emotion. ‘I told you before, I’m not going anywhere.’

She shook her head. ‘Adam, I don’t know what you’ve told yourself, but I am not the result of some genetic experiment, escaped from some science fiction lab. I am not even human.’

‘Well, I kinda suspected that when your mum went all freaky on us. Not to mention a magically appearing wolf totem.’ He heard the words coming out of his mouth, and thought his voice sounded steady, though it had shaken him more than he liked to hear those words from Ava.

I am not even human.

He knew it. In a way, he always knew it. She was always something else. Something above and beyond everyone else.

‘Don’t talk, please.’ Her eyes were wide and watery. Adam opened his mouth to reassure her, but she pressed a finger over his lips as he had done to her. ‘Don’t. Just listen. Let me tell you the truth.’

And she did, slow at first, then in a torrent of information as she rushed to get everything out, never once looking at him as she spoke, staring into the fur of her wolf totem. Adam tried to process it all – second generation infiltrator, glamour, sacred duty – but one word kept playing over and over in his mind.

Fey. Ava was Fey. A part of the fairy world.

He felt a sting of betrayal that he knew was ridiculous. Fairies had always been his thing and Ava had known the truth, was part of the truth, and she hadn’t mentioned this before. Of course she hadn’t – she was terrified to tell him now. If Adam had carried such a secret, he wouldn’t have told anyone. He hadn’t even been able to tell anyone about his love for Ava. But still, the sense of betrayal cut into a tender part of him.

Ava looked up then and saw it in his face. Her own face fell, and Adam felt his heart take a nosedive off a cliff at the sight. It robbed him of his breath, his voice, and in that moment when he couldn’t speak, Ava stood, grabbed her bag and ran out of the room, Faolan fast on her heels.

Momentarily too stunned to move, Adam watched the door swing shut behind her. It took the snap of it locking into place to break him out of his trance. He dived for the key card so he could get back in, then ran out after her.

She’d already gone in the lift, and Adam had to wait agonising moments for it to come back up for him. He rode it down to the reception level – the keys to the car were still in the room, she hadn’t taken them – and ran out onto the street.

Crowds of people rushed around outside, the town centre busy with morning shoppers. Ava was nowhere in sight.

*

Ava kept walking at great pace for half an hour before she found herself in some back alley, sinking to the floor as grief caught up with her. Faolan wrapped himself in her legs, whimpering and licking her fingers with his coarse tongue.

She tried to push all thoughts out of her mind, but the image of Adam’s face – the anger that lined his features – kept creeping back in. He was angry because he was afraid. A classic human reaction. Afraid of her. Of course he was. All that stuff before was just adrenaline fuelled bravado. Now he’d had time to rest, process, he was responding the only way that was natural. Fear.

Ava never knew that heartbreak actually felt like your heart was tearing itself in half. Based on her study of human physiology, it was only logical that the pain should be felt in the emotional centres of the brain, and her own physiology being fairly close to human, the same should have applied to her. But the pain was definitely in her chest, filling it until she had to snatch breaths between the sobs, breaths that barely fuelled her.

Faolan let out a quiet, mournful howl. A spot of rain fell on her cheek.

Ava bit hard on her tongue, channelling her Fey energy into the ground before the weather could get any more influenced by her emotions. She’d almost forgotten about her newly awakened abilities, and their recurrence scared her more than she cared to admit. Not a welcome feeling, but it gave her something else to focus on.

Another feeling started to push in at the edges of the maelstrom inside her. A bitter, nasty voice that chastised Ava for allowing things to get this far.

You should have told him straight away. Should have wiped his brain clean and sent him off with his family. You shouldn’t have set yourself up for the inevitable disappointment.

She’d been weak. What her mother always accused her of. And though she wanted no part in her mother’s plans, Natalia had been right about one thing. If you weren’t in charge and on top of things, people could take the floor out from underneath you.

It was selfishness, the voice continued. You wanted something you knew you couldn’t have. Shouldn’t have.

The sky had gone black overhead as Ava’s anger at herself manifested as storm clouds.

He said he didn’t care, that all he wanted was to be with you.Guess that wasn’t true in the end.

It felt like two halves of her were fighting it out inside her. The part that loved Adam, and didn’t want to blame him for getting in over his head, and the part that didn’t want to feel the such a terrible pain, the part that wanted to get angry and rage because it was easier than trying to bear the hurt.

Ava stood. Neither side had won yet. She felt balanced on a tiny thread as she walked forwards.

Get on with the plan, she thought. That was all she could do.

Story: Exhausted

Thanks again Carole for the prompt. Other instalments here.

Exhausted
by Liberty Gilmore

 As Adam and Ava try to outrun Natalia, they stop for rest in a small town in Germany.

The road stretched out in front of Ava, seeming to go on forever. Morning had been and gone, night was falling again, and they hadn’t stopped yet, driving deep into continental Europe, pausing only to refuel the car and themselves. Adam was asleep in the passenger seat, his soft breaths making Ava wish she could close her eyes…

…just for a second…

A blaring horn snapped her awake, and she swerved the car back onto her side of the road. The noise and sharp motion stirred Adam, and he stretched out in the chair, looking at the clock with sleep filled eyes.

‘We should stop at the next town,’ Adam said, yawning. ‘You must be exhausted.’

Ava shook her head, trying to keep herself alert, awake. Despite the shot of adrenaline, she could already feel her eyelids grow heavy. She didn’t want to stop. She had to get further away, had to keep pushing onwards.

‘Ava, you’ve been driving for hours. We’re miles from home. Surely we’re as safe as we can get.’

‘I don’t need as much sleep as you, I can keep going.’

Adam put a hand on her shoulder. ‘Come on, please. Let’s stop. I could use a break from sitting in the car, and I’m sure you could too.’

Ava felt her eyes fluttering shut as she relaxed into his touch. She shook herself out again, sitting as upright as she could, but relented. ‘Okay. I’ll turn off at the next opportunity.’

They’d made it into Germany – perhaps a risky move, as there was a strong Fey presence there in the old lands, but that was why Ava had chosen it. With so many other Fey around, they would help disguise her particular Fey signature. And she knew that not all Germanic Fey were allied with the Court.

Lights of a town began to appear on the horizon, and Ava kept an eye out for signs, taking the right exit and driving into the town centre. She looked for cheap, impersonal accommodation, where the patrons were unlikely to remember them. A travel lodge type hotel glowed just away from the town centre, boasting a convenient underground car park. Ava headed for it. A hostel would have been cheaper, but she felt the need for privacy. She and Adam had yet to talk properly about what the hell had happened over the past two days.

When she parked up, Adam got out and let Faolan out of the boot. The wolf totem bounded about excitably, nipping at Adam’s fingers. Adam teased him, encouraging him to jump up, play. Having decided the wolf wasn’t likely to eat him, he’d fast befriended him.

‘Right, Mutt, we need to put this shiny new collar on now,’ Adam said, waving a bright red collar and lead he’d bought from a service station at the wolf.

Faolan sniffed with all the dignity of his regal breed, but stooped to have it put on. Adam stroked a hand along the wolf’s thick fur, then picked up the lead. ‘This place will take dogs, right?’

‘I hope so,’ Ava said, not wanting to use her Fey powers of persuasion and leave a trace, a hint that they’d been here for Natalia to find. Would Natalia find her here? Probably. Eventually.

Ava grabbed their bags and together they headed up to reception. It was twenty-four hour, and the bored receptionist started when she saw Faolan, but calmed at the sight of the bright collar and lead.

‘A husky?’ she asked in German.

‘Husky cross,’ Ava replied, then switched to English. ‘He’s well trained.’

The receptionist seemed to accept this. ‘How many nights?’ Her English was thickly accented.

‘Two,’ Adam said before Ava could speak. ‘Please.’

They paid, Ava waiting until they were inside the room before she rounded on Adam. ‘Two nights? Adam, we can’t afford to stay here for two nights. I told you we couldn’t afford to take chances, that we’d have to keep moving.’

‘Ava, listen to yourself – you’re strung out. You probably haven’t recovered from whatever that was that happened the other day. You need to rest. Properly. Get a decent meal, not another McDonalds.’

It did sound nice, but Ava couldn’t afford to be suckered into that. This wasn’t a holiday. They were on the run.

It was her fault. She hadn’t made that clear enough to Adam. Hadn’t even explained what was going on. She would do that. Shower first. Then…

Her mind was wandering. She could barely focus on finishing a sentence, let alone driving. Maybe Adam was right…

‘I’m going to get a shower,’ she said. ‘Then we’ll talk, okay?’

*

Adam settled Faolan in a pile of spare blankets he found in the wardrobe. Probably not what they were for, but they hadn’t exactly had time to go shopping for pet supplies. Just the lead and a few cans of food that Adam had picked up while waiting for Ava to fill the car.

That done he went to get his bag of clothes. He’d been wearing his current outfit for two days now and he itched to be out of it, into something clean. Stripping off his trousers and jacket, peeling the t-shirt from his body, he pulled on the pyjama top he’d packed so he didn’t have to feel quite so… exposed.

Kissing was one thing, but living together? It was a big jump, and it made Adam feel shaky and nervous just thinking about it. He lay on the bed, sinking into it.

As long as Ava was next door, in the shower, he didn’t have to worry about it. She was a girl, she’d be there for a while.

Naked.

The thought popped unbidden into his mind, and Adam felt himself blushing deep red, despite the fact there was neither anyone there to witness, or anyone who could hear the thought.

But maybe she could hear… she could do a lot of other stuff no human being ought to have been able to…

Adam almost groaned aloud at the thought, instead rolling over and pressing his face into the pillow.

The pillow on the double bed.

Adam nearly bolted out of the bed to hide in the corner. Why hadn’t he thought of that when he asked for a room? Why hadn’t he booked a twin room? Did Ava think he had some sort of agenda? An expectation?

The thought made Adam’s stomach so full of butterflies he felt sick. He was about to get up when Ava opened the bathroom door, towelling her hair dry, wearing modest, but close fitting pyjamas.

‘Can I turn the light off?’ she asked. ‘It’s making my eyes ache.’

She didn’t wait for him to answer, flicking the switch so the room was only lit by a small lamp on Adam’s bedside table.

She threw her clothes in a pile on the floor, returning to the bathroom to get rid of her towel, then climbed into bed beside him. Adam’s heart stuttered, and he was sure he gave a little gasp, though Ava didn’t appear to notice. She pulled the duvet up to her neck, sighing with relief as she relaxed into the bed.

‘You were right,’ she said. ‘I needed this. Sorry.’

She snuggled up next to him, running a hand across his chest. Adam felt himself freeze up, his limbs locking in position. Ava pulled back from him, pushing herself upright.

‘Sorry, forgot my hair’s wet.’

Even in the soft lamp light, her face appeared to glow. Adam released a ragged breath and shook his head.

‘It wasn’t that,’ he said.

‘Then what?’

In answer, he pressed his lips lightly against hers, touching her face with a trembling hand. He kissed her again, sinking with her into the bed, shaking so much, there was no way she hadn’t noticed.

She ran her delicate fingers through his hair, a motion that made Adam weak at the knees most of time time. Lying down that wasn’t a problem, but there were plenty of others – like the way her body was so close to his, only the thin material of her pyjamas between him and her skin. Or his arm that wasn’t caressing her face. What did you do with it? It was pinched up against his chest at the moment and he feared if he moved it he would accidentally touch her in a way he hadn’t done before.

He was concentrating so hard on this dilemma that the kiss lost momentum, and Ava broke away from him, snuggling into his chest, still so close that Adam was aware of every inch of his own skin, and hers.

‘We need to talk,’ she said, ‘about what happened before, and what we’re going to do next.’

‘I know,’ Adam managed to squeeze out of his too-tight throat. ‘I’d like to have a clue what’s going on.’

Ava’s laugh was more a sharp breath, but it tickled across his chest. He felt himself freezing up again, panicked.

‘Uh, Ava? I, uh, I don’t know… I…’ He scowled at himself. ‘This is ridiculous. Your mother is some kind of freaky vampirish creature who wants to kill me and my family, but it’s you who makes me nervous. I can hardly breathe when you’re this close. I want to… I want to never stop holding you. Sorry, I’m being cheesy. What I’m trying to say, I think, is that whatever you have to talk to me about. Whatever you have to tell me. I can handle it. I promise. Ava?’

Adam twisted his neck to look at her face. She was fast asleep, tiredness overcoming even her stubbornness. She looked utterly peaceful. And beautiful. It brought a smile to his face, a feeling of content and peace washing over him, and he stopped feeling so anxious.

‘Alright then, tomorrow it is,’ he said, gently manoeuvring her so she was lying beside him. Wrapping her up in his arms, burying his face in her hair, Adam inhaled her warm scent through the sharp citrus of her shampoo and gave into his own exhaustion.

The Writing Workshop: Second

Yay the Writing Workshop is back! :)

Continuing this series after months away was actually surprisingly easy. If you want to read the previous instalments, click the writing tab above.

Second
by Liberty Gilmore, 3/2/12

The first time Ava ever came second place.

March 9th, Age 14

In the ten minutes it took Ava to walk to the school field, she’d thought over the event that marked ‘March 9th, Age 14′ as significant in the story of Adam and Ava. She didn’t expect the moment to come back with such startling clarity as she stood in the small copse of trees where the conversation had taken place, looking at the next brightly coloured post-it note pinned to the tree before her.

Every year the school hosted a cross country tournament for the local area. Teams from other schools came and competed in various different rankings and groups. Ava was more than a good runner – with her Fey blood she could have outpaced any human – and before March 9th, Age 14, she ran every race she could, revelling in the freedom of the wind against her face, and legs pumping in rhythm.

That year, she was in Year 9, Adam a new starter in Year 7. It was a cruel and unusual torture concocted by one of the more sadistic P.E. teachers that all Year 7s had to participate in the cross country race, unlike other years who got to opt in. They raced first, the other races staggered after the first of the little ones crossed the line.

Ava remembered watching their tiny forms, looking for Holly’s goofy little brother in the crowd.

Her own race started almost an hour later. In the initial rush of momentum, she hung back, knowing the other girls would slow as their stamina was worn down by the initial burst of speed. Once they settled into their realistic pace, Ava opened up, stretching out, and took them all in under a minute, pacing ahead of the group by a considerable margin.

The track took them through the copse of trees Ava was standing in now, and she could almost see herself blazing through it, piling to a halt at the sight of a small figure sitting on the muddy floor.

‘Adam? You alright?’ she said.

Adam shrugged, holding up his muddy hands. The mud was tinged with blood where his palms had been scraped open. ‘Got shoved. Tripped.’

Ava helped him up, took his hands in hers. ‘Doesn’t look too bad,’ she said.

Adam gave her a disdainful look – one he’d perfected long before he hit teenaged. ‘It hurts,’ he said, a tinge of childish desire for comfort in his voice. It was that tone that got to her.

‘Here,’ she said, pulling her sports bottle from the holder on her arm and opening it. With one hand, she held Adam’s, channelling a hint of energy from the trees into his palms, knitting the skin back together enough to take the edge off the sting as she washed away the dirt with her water. The water masked the healing, the sting of the mud being carried away compensating for the easing of the pain caused by the cut itself. Adam didn’t even notice. She repeated the process for the other hand. ‘See, don’t be a wuss.’

She said it with a caring smile, and he beamed back at her, his hair sticking up, his P.E. kit filthy.

‘Well, I think it’s fairly safe to say I come last,’ he said.

‘I don’t think it counts as last if you have to quit because of injury.’

Adam snorted. ‘I would have come last anyway. ‘

‘You don’t know that.’

‘You’re just saying that because you don’t want me to feel bad. Not all of us can be as amazing at sport as you.’

‘I’m not amazing,’ Ava protested, but Adam scoffed before she could even get the last syllables out.

‘Ava, we’ve been stood here for nearly a minute and no one has overtaken you. You’re like some super human running machine!’

He said it with a smile, but Ava felt hers fall from her face. She turned away from him.

‘I should get going.’

‘Yeah,’ Adam said cheerily, not noticing the gloom in her tone. ‘Wouldn’t want you to come second now.’

Ava tried to smile and nod, but took off running before he noticed the strain. The other girls were close behind her now. They passed through the trees moments after she left, none paying the slightest attention to the small boy stood there.

She kept pace ahead of them, not stretching the gap further than a few metres. The front runner of the pack was a girl called Cassie Roberts, who herself was a few metres in front of everyone else. Cassie was a superb runner, but she was only human. She didn’t stand a chance against Ava.

The finish line was in sight, but Ava felt all the momentum leave her. She slowed her pace, falling back to a walk, eventually stopping right before the line. Cassie piled to a stop next to her.

‘What are you doing?’ she asked, snatching breaths between her words, forehead and neck glistening with sweat.

Ava wasn’t even tired.

‘I’m coming second,’ she said.

‘Why?’ Cassie said.

Ava smiled, knowing Cassie was too tired to see it didn’t reach her eyes. ‘Because I’m only human,’ she said.

Cassie frowned at her, but shrugged and stepped over the line. Ava followed just behind her. She didn’t run another race after that.

Why didn’t you ever run again? Adam’s note asked. You were so good at it. A natural.
I don’t think you liked to stand out.
Which makes me question – what does a beautiful, talented, amazing girl like you have to feel insecure about?

December 21st, Age 16

He knew her so well, she thought, even if he didn’t really know her at all. She took the note and headed towards her next destination.

The Writing Workshop: Missing

Ah, holidays are great. A chance to catch up on everything you’ve missed out on doing while busy at work. Appropriate, then, that this week’s writing workshop is about ‘Missing’ things. As always, this is interpreted with a fictional slant, and a continuation of an ongoing series. To read the rest click here.

Hope you enjoy!

Missing
by Liberty Gilmore, 24/10/11

Adam’s trail reminds Ava of the things her childhood was missing.

August 12th, Age 10

Ava looked down at the post-it note in her hand for the twentieth time as she paced back and forth in her room.

August 12th, Age 10

It was from Adam, had to be. There was no one else who would ascribe any sort of significance to that date. Was he trying to lure her out? Trying to get her attention? To what end?

Ava knew she shouldn’t have ignored him for so long, but the thought of talking to him was harder. It was cowardice, she knew, but Holly and Adam had been the one consistently good thing in her life, and she didn’t want to jeopardise that, didn’t want to ruin it.

But she had. Already. And it wasn’t just because she’d ignored Adam – she could have done the same to him as she did to Graham, and things for him would have gone back to some semblance of normality. But for her they never would, because like Eve in the Garden of Eden, she’d taken a bite of the forbidden fruit and now she was filled with knowledge: knowledge of how Adam’s lips tasted, how wonderful it felt when he tangled his fingers in her hair.

Her bedroom door opened, and Ava spun to face her mother, balling the post-it note in her fist.

‘What are you doing, Ava?’ Natalia asked, arching one slender eyebrow.

‘I was just thinking about everything we were discussing at dinner,’ Ava lied.

Natalia gave a close approximation to a warm smile. ‘Your father and I are pleased that you’re taking your duties more seriously of late.’

Ava didn’t respond to that – it was a minefield. Anything she said would be confession that she was decidedly more Human that her mother and father thought. If Natalia knew she’d been replaying the memory of a Human boy’s lips on hers, she would be dragged back to the Court. The punishment would be severe.

‘Tomorrow we should discuss the next stage in your duty. You recall I mentioned our Lord and Lady have taken a personal interest in you? They have decided on a match for you.’

‘Decided?’ Ava said, unable to keep the inflection of surprise from her voice.

‘Yes,’ Natalia said with a cruel smile. ‘Another Fey raised in the Human world. He’s already at Oxford, studying Law. You are to meet at University and fall in love, but our Lady, in her infinite, wisdom thought it would prudent to introduce you before.’

‘I look forwards to it,’ Ava said, her fist pinching tighter around the post-it note.

Natalia treated her to one last withering smile, then left her.

As soon as Natalia’s footsteps were out of earshot, Ava opened her fist and looked at the note one last time. She tucked the post-it note into her pocket and, after bolting her bedroom door, climbed out of the window.

It was a balmly night and the sky overhead was littered with stars. Ava took a lungful of air, smelling the tang of fresh cut grass on the light breeze. It made her feel better, chasing away the chill of Natalia’s presence, filling her body with vitality. Silently, she dropped from the roof outside her window, her legs bending to cushion the impact. It jarred her little – the grace of the Fey had advantages beyond seduction.

Her destination was a short walk across town to St Mary’s Church, or more specifically, the churchyard there. It wasn’t a place Ava had been to often, but she remembered that August day as clearly as she remembered the taste of Adam’s kiss.

The gate to the churchyard creaked when Ava pushed it open, but her heart didn’t race, her eyes didn’t start to see ghosts in the shadows. She could sense every living thing in that graveyard, just as she could when she was ten years old.

She’d been visiting Holly and Adam while her parents were away at a business conference. It was one of the rare occasions where Natalia had bowed to human custom, deciding it would attract too much attention to leave her ten year old alone, even if it was just overnight. Ava had been delighted at the idea of spending the night with Holly, though even at ten she’d learned to hide such emotions from her mother.

It should have been a wonderful night, but the warmth and colour of Holly’s family home just served to remind Ava of what her own childhood was missing. By the morning she was miserable. Holly’s mother thought she was homesick and tried to take her mind off things with a trip into town.

A trip that had lead Ava to this graveyard, looking for Adam, who had wandered off – as he was very prone to doing. His mother had been panicking, but Ava could sense his energy among the crowd, and followed his trail right to a point at the back of the graveyard, tucked away between two trees. As Ava retraced her footsteps, she could almost see Adam’s eight year old self, stubbornly planted between the trees.

‘What are you doing all the way back here?’ Ava asked him.

‘Hiding,’ Adam said, folding his arms as if to prove his conviction.

‘Why?’

‘I hate shopping.’

He had sulked about the decision to go shopping all the way into town.

‘Can I hide with you?’ Ava asked.

Adam looked up at her and, after a moment’s consideration, nodded. ‘What do you want to hide for?’

‘Because if they don’t find me, maybe I won’t have to go home,’ she had whispered.

Even now Ava felt the pressure of unshed tears behind her eyes. She had wanted – wished so hard – to be a normal little girl back then. She had imagined a new future, where she could live free of her mother’s oppressive ideals, become human and be adopted into Adam and Holly’s loving family. If only she could stay hidden for long enough.

Adam said to her afterwards that it was the first time she had felt like his friend, not just Holly’s. He assumed, with childish innocence, that she didn’t want to go home because she was having too much fun with him.

Pinned to the bark of the tree they had sat under was another note. Ava snatched it up.

When I think about it, you were never really happy, were you?
You’ve always been good at pretending otherwise
but it’s not just lately that things have got too much, is it?

March 9th, Age 14

 Again, Ava knew exactly where he meant for her to go. She pocketed the note and began walking.